12/18/11
It is amazing the changes in mood you experience over a given day.
I worked from 8 30 AM until 5 PM, and during that time I had a blast and it was truly fun and fulfilling.
As soon as I returned home, everything changed and the mood was negative and not very fun anymore. It was obligations, having to come back to this place, having to see the same people.
I love my family, this is not the debate. I just cannot stand them.
This may be due to uncertainty about a special date in my head.
All I know is that from December 23 until January 1, I will be working. Everyday, and the odd part about this is the excitement I feel to work, not Christmas or New Years. This could be due to the fact that I want to be around these people. They have latched on to me and are accepting. They LISTEN and RESPOND.
That is all I have ever asked, of anyone really...
I guess we choose the people we want to be around, even if it does not include our family.
David (Uncle) calls his mother (Grandmother) everyday. I hate to say this but, i am not so sure I will be doing this when I am older.
I want to and love my mother, but she does not allow herself to let anyone be right, or...
11/10/2014
I moved away from home. I work hard in the place I live. I call my mother everyday.
I never realized what was actually going on in my household until it actually happened. I didn't realize that affairs not only hurt the triangle involved, but also the people closely connected to those three people as well. Realization had.
It is amazing the changes in mood you experience over a given day.
I worked from 8 30 AM until 5 PM, and during that time I had a blast and it was truly fun and fulfilling.
As soon as I returned home, everything changed and the mood was negative and not very fun anymore. It was obligations, having to come back to this place, having to see the same people.
I love my family, this is not the debate. I just cannot stand them.
This may be due to uncertainty about a special date in my head.
All I know is that from December 23 until January 1, I will be working. Everyday, and the odd part about this is the excitement I feel to work, not Christmas or New Years. This could be due to the fact that I want to be around these people. They have latched on to me and are accepting. They LISTEN and RESPOND.
That is all I have ever asked, of anyone really...
I guess we choose the people we want to be around, even if it does not include our family.
David (Uncle) calls his mother (Grandmother) everyday. I hate to say this but, i am not so sure I will be doing this when I am older.
I want to and love my mother, but she does not allow herself to let anyone be right, or...
11/10/2014
I moved away from home. I work hard in the place I live. I call my mother everyday.
I never realized what was actually going on in my household until it actually happened. I didn't realize that affairs not only hurt the triangle involved, but also the people closely connected to those three people as well. Realization had.
